Hey everyone,
Hope everyone is well. I have been working most of the time, and literally been exhausted most evenings. This grey and constant wet February has not helped. Please can we have some sunshine! I really do not like the month of February. I am not sure why, but it just feels like a month of nothing-ness. I cannot wait for March and finally April and Spring!
The month of Ramadan has started and it is a time for reflection and gratitude for me and being thankful for all that we have. It is also a time that I miss my dad tremendously, as Ramadan was always a special time with him. It is not easy thinking this is now my second Ramadan without him. It is just not the same. I have some deadlines coming up and I really need to focus my energy. It is difficult, but I know there is no one coming to save me, so I must do it for myself.
I have to often take a step back and just reflect. I am so harsh on myself and always thinking I have not done enough. However, since last Ramadan I have had life throw a lot at me and I am still standing, with grace, may I add. I am proud of myself. I am proud of who I am. I am proud of not allowing anyone break me.
With love always.
Amina xo