Hey everyone,

So I am now back to the living world, after battling a temperature for the last few days. Yesterday, I actually physically could not move or get out of bed. I actually have not felt like unwell ever. I think it is a combination of being physically and mentally exhausted as well as catching a virus- or whatever this nasty thing is.

I am proud to say I forced myself out of bed this morning, and I have showered and done my hair and make up. That feels like an achievement in itself- think I deserve a medal. Anyway, I have actually had to cancel lots of things the last two days including my full body massage that I was really looking forward to. I could really do with it right now, but I am still wary I may be carrying some virus- that I would not want to pass on to anyone.

Today marks a day where I have an important thing scheduled. It is one step of me letting go. Letting go of the past, letting go of the husband that I thought would be my forever after, and letting go of all the trauma and the self-guilt I feel that I was not able to make this marriage last. Hell, if it did last.. might have ended up in me in a body bag….

Anyway, on to a happier note… the sun is shining! It is bitterly cold though!

So, for all of those who know me I am a massive fan of Liverpool Football Club. Yes, I know we are not doing too well at the moment. However, the last few days I have been thinking about Diogo Jota and his passing a lot. His wife, Rute shared a post recently on social media captioned ‘one year’ and I think it must have been to signify their daughter turning one. Jota’s death really left a personal mark on me. A loss of any life is sad, but the fact he had just married the love of his life, left behind 3 children and is the same age as my younger brother, just makes me so sad. I was travelling South Korea when I heard the news, and I was so shocked that I thought it was not real. Unfortunately, it was real.

I swear I was trying to be positive and not all sad… haha

Let’s try this again.

I feel like I need to finish this post with something a little positive now.

Whatever you are going through today, is preparing you for your greatest breakthrough. Hang in there.

Hope you all have an amazing day! The weekend is close…!

With love,

Amina xo