Hey everyone,

It is Sunday, and like always I am trying to get all my tasks done before the busy week ahead. I have quite a bit of work to do, so I have hibernated in my bedroom. I think that was an excuse as it is raining and the weather is miserable.

I have a candle burning, comfy socks and jeans on and just sitting in my room of chaos with all my books and diary open. We have made some progress. I just took a quick break to eat and thought I would quickly write a few things down. The last few days have been really busy and full of emotions.

I had a lovely evening on Friday with my neighbour, who came over. I cooked a meal and we spent the whole evening chatting, that it had been like 5 hours and we had no idea where the time had gone! It is such a nice feeling to connect with people who at face value, you would think you wouldn’t have things in common with- but surprisingly you have a lot in common! The universe really has a way of bringing people into your life at certain times- for various reasons. Yesterday I spent the day doing pumpkin carving with my nephew and spent some time with some friends.

It really has been a few days of ‘trying to fill my cup’ despite all the tears- many, many tears, as I am recalling all the memories back from last year this time, with my late father. I am not sure if this is going to get any easier but I am just about surviving. Each day is a rollercoaster, and the littlest memory can just bring me into a flood of tears.

I have a busy week ahead but a few positive things to look forward to. I am trying to occupy my mind with positive thoughts and surround myself with people who make me smile. I guess, life is too short to spend time with people who drain you.

I hope everyone is enjoying their Sunday and hope everyone has a great week ahead!

With love,

Amina