Hey everyone,

I am just switching off soon, after a very hectic weekend but one that was full of fun and laughter for a change. Sometimes, life has an odd way of taking people out of your life and connecting you with those that appreciate your energy and actually help radiate your sparkle.

I had a very chilled, relaxing day out on Saturday- enjoying good company with friends, taking photos, having good coffee, walking on crunchy autumn leaves and just going with the flow. I look back at this and sometimes think of the parallels of what my life was with my ex. Everything was so rigid and full of control. Do not talk too loud, do not behave a certain way, do not this and that. I now realise it was all part of a power play and him trying to have control. But someone who is secure in themselves does not need to act this way.

I am so blessed in so many ways, but I can not in every second of the day, think about the massive void in my heart. I guess they say absence makes the heart grow fonder for a reason. I did not realise the amount of love I had for my late father. We always think moments and times with our loved ones are guaranteed but we never really know- do we?

I hope you all have a great week ahead and hug the ones you love a little closer tonight.

Signing off with love,

Amina x