Hey everyone,

It is 18.24 here and I am absolutely exhausted. I have had a very busy few days since returning to the UK and I have so much to do, that my head hurts. It actually hurts.

I am actually very upset and annoyed and it probably is not the time to blog but I have to write down my thoughts. It is the only thing that helps me decompress. Someone who was very close to me has just done something to hurt me. And to be honest, I do not even know why I get upset anymore. People can be heartless, and this world is a cruel place. I have definitely realised this after my dad’s passing. There are a select few people in life though, that we all tend to lean on. Our partners, spouses, parents, relatives, friends. But life (or maybe God?) has had a funny way of showing me these last 8 months, that you really can not rely on anyone.

No one but yourself, and God of course (if you have a religion, or believe in God).

I am a great believer in karma and I do not in the slightest want to wish bad upon anyone.

Let’s just say: What goes around, comes around.

With love,

Amina x